and smile….best present you could ever make

when you hear but you just don’t listen… September 10, 2010

Filed under: ..::Life::.. — marinutza @ 10:34 am



the lyrics express exactly my state of mind and heart now.


Je veux crever la main sur le coeur… June 15, 2010

Filed under: ..::Life::.. — marinutza @ 1:46 pm

Mein bitterer November November 5, 2009

Filed under: ..::Life::..,Friendship,Paris and much more... — marinutza @ 3:50 pm

November war immer ein Monat der Freude…..November war immer ein Monat meiner Freude. Es konnte regnen, schneien, sonnig sein…keine Ahnung..November war mein Monat.

Ich sitze jetzt in einem Buro, schau draussen aufs Fenster und es regnet. Regen war niemals ein guter Freund von mir….

Ich versuche mein Leben weiter zu leben so als ob November mein Monat ware, aber ich schaffe es nicht. Ich verstehe nicht wieso und deshalb weiss ich nicht weiter. Einfach der Gedanke an Freude ist nicht mehr bei mir…ich bin mir sicher irgendwie und irgendwann wird November wieder suss werden, aber mittlerweile fuhlt er sich sehr bitter an…..


The reverse … October 2, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — marinutza @ 11:42 am

Someone once told me that good thoughts chase away the bad feelings…let’s see 🙂

Do your lips up sticky, sparkly & sweet. Then blow kisses. <3 Say thank you. <3 Allow other people to inspire you. <3 Share your bliss. <3 Smile — even if you’re shy, even if you have bad teeth, even if it scares you. <3 Hold someone’s hand. <3 Be honest. <3 Volunteer your time. <3 Love yourself. <3 Do your best. <3 Learn how to balance having respect for other people’s decisions & being true to yourself. <3 Tell people how much you like them. <3 Send unexpected gifts. <3 Talk to strangers. <3 Do favours. <3 Let go. <3 Be generous. <3 Eat whatever you want without guilt. <3 Don’t think about other people’s definitions of success, beauty or happiness. <3 Make your own rules. <3 Write your own guidebook. <3 Count your blessings. <3 Never stop trying to improve. <3 Be your own superhero. <3 Aim higher. <3 Contribute. <3 Create spaces for other people to enjoy. <3 Sleep in. <3 Let other people sleep in, too. <3 Be compassionate. <3 Listen. <3 Give yourself time off. <3 Be enthusiastic. <3 Choose happiness. <3 Create. <3 Follow your passion. <3 Connect. <3 Compliment people. <3 Spend time with people who make you feel good about yourself. <3 Surprise yourself. <3 Appreciate the people who support you. <3 Take photos; document everything. <3 Have a plan. <3 Know your patterns. <3 Be in the present. <3 Laugh. <3 Get close. <3 Move through your fear. <3 Challenge yourself. <3 Keep it simple. <3 Turn up the music. <3 Realise your own freedom. <3 Relax. <3 Flirt. <3 Dress up in some small way every day. Even if it’s just a good pair of knickers or a coat of death-defying mascara. <3 Be different. <3 Be genuine. <3 Allow yourself to change & evolve. <3 Dream big. <3 Believe that you can manifest anything. <3 Take responsibility. <3 Treat everyone the same way — from your lover to your mother to your postman. <3 Appreciate your past for having made you the person you are. <3 Talk about how you feel. <3 Dance. <3 Sing. <3 Let go of guilt. <3 Treat your lovers with respect. <3 Admit your flaws. <3 …& come up with a plan to remedy them. <3 Surprise people. <3 Set yourself a really huge goal. <3 Then achieve it & set another one. <3 Kiss. <3 A lot. <3 Remember that trouble doesn’t last. <3 Be still. <3 Look at the stars. <3 Be as ridiculous as you like. <3 Trust that you are loved. <3 Stay curious. <3 Charm people. <3 Give real hugs. <3 Bat your eyelashes. <3 Forget yourself. <3 Reach out. <3 Flatter people. <3 Get drunk on life. <3 Release your expectations of other people. Allow them to be who they are, & appreciate them regardless. <3 Stretch. <3 Listen to your instincts. <3 Make eye contact. <3 Keep your word. <3 Talk about real things. <3 Discover yourself. <3 Speak up. <3 Let life excite you & lead you astray. <3 Delight in every day. <3 Don’t be afraid. <3 Just love.



Because it’s how I am. September 30, 2009

Filed under: ..::Dreams::..,..::Life::.. — marinutza @ 1:48 pm

and because she sais it best 🙂 of all times.


… words needed…..again! September 4, 2009

Filed under: ..::Life::.. — marinutza @ 11:04 am

Beauty is truth….Beauty to come September 3, 2009

Filed under: ..::Dreams::..,..::Life::.. — marinutza @ 12:40 pm

Tomorow. Feels almost like being happy about going on a trip … but much more itense than that. Last time it felt magic. Hundreds of sould vibrating and singing at the same time…humming, not singing, so everyone else could still hear his voice.

Tomorow I’m going to Leonard Cohen’s concert in Romania. I’ll see him for the second time, and if the feelings I’ll have will be at least half as intense as they were last time, I’ll be happy.

How can the man not be a “ladiesman” and  “laugh bitterly through the 10000 nights (he) spent alone” when he sings about love like this.

I’m happy to be able to hear him singing, to feel what he transmits and to see him standing on a stage and making people’s hearts vibrate like that. I’m gratefull to have the opportunity to celebrate Leonard Cohen’s presence.

And I’m SO MUCH looking fwd to tomorow.