About the importance of feeling … July 29, 2008

….of feeling pretty, that is! 

Have you’ve been told lately that you are beautiful? Have you’ve been lately appreciated for a small gesture you’ve done? If yes, then please do return the “compliment”, pay it forward ….it’s worth it. If not, then you should start saying it at your turn. …it does wonders for the ones around you.  But please, say it if you mean it. Not just for the sake of getting rid of it….or for the sake of obtaining something, anything, after having it said.

In today’s rush we forget to pay attention to people around us. We are ashamed to say what we think, if the thought comes out of our soul.We seldom pay compliments. Even if I think that he’s drop-dead-gorgeous or if he did something important for me….I am ashamed to admit it and say it. I should not…I know it.

Being beautiful comes also from within. What you do, comes back to you, multiplied by some ten times…so please take some time and tell people arpund you they are beautiful. If they really are….

About the importance of feeling pretty I can bet every single girls has her own theory……mine, you can find between the lines above…

a matter of complication… July 21, 2008

Nu are nici o legatura cu ce simt, sau ba da, are.  Mereu ma influenteaza muzica…ca e un vers, o melodie…. am amintiri, senzatii, imi provoaca sentimente. Poate o simt mult tocmai pentru ca nu pot sa o cant. Nu am voce deloc, si atunci ma cufund in ea cand vine de la altii si mai imi place sa cant atunci cand e tare, si cand am impresia ca nu ma aude/asculta nimeni…. (in masina de preferat)

Vreau sa vorbesc despre alegeri, despre decizii, despre complicatii si despre renuntari…nu la modul urat si trist, ci la modul normal si simplu.

Ma uit la mare mereu si de fiecare data imi mai vine cate o idee, pe fundal de Edith Piaf din boxe,sau pe fundal de muzica din Expirat,ascultata ziua pe plaja….

Am ales sa inteleg semnificatia unui “sfat” primit cu ceva timp in urma ” nu fa pe cineva o prioritate in viata ta, atata timp cat tu esti o optiune in viata lui”!!!  Nu vreau sa fiu o optiune, sau cel putin nu vreau sa stiu ca sunt o optiune. Asa ca am renuntat la faramele de clipe care imi provocau o fericire artificiala, construita pe fundalul unei vechi povesti neimplinite, si m-am hotarat ca imi place mai mult sa iau lucrurile de la capat. Asta ca am decis ca gata cu jumatatile de masura, sa se “lupte” cine-o mai vrea mai departe, eu renunt.

a form of nostalgia….. July 14, 2008

Waking up at 8 am to make sure we’re one of thousands lined up at Champs Elysees…..

Queing at the supermarche for eau and des fruits….and then meeting point in front of ALU on La Boetie 54-56….at 9.00 am sharp.

Watching the parade and listening to thousands speaking their own language…planes flying high in the sky, leaving a red-white-blue trace on the clear sky…..

Going home….cooking for the first time together. Eating, having a chocolate pudding on the balcony and planning the day. Then walking to La Fourche while taking the best ice-cream on earth from Avenue de Saint Ouen 37….taking line 13 to Miromesnil and then line 9 to Pont Iena…and then walking. Barefoot in Paris. Across the Seine and onwards Champs de Mars. Concerts, picnic, loads of people ………all the possible nationalities, razas de mil colores.

Late in the night, fireworks. If I will ever be able to describe in words my feelings and sensations, I will for sure write a novel on that. Impossible. Just breathtaking!!! Then lying on the grass watching the steel lady glow in the night….La Tour Eiffel. Then walking home through a night of flavours and lights…. For what has been one of the most amazing circles of my life so far.

But don’t they all say, if you’ve loved someone, then put thier name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever!

Vive la France today, and all that it has meant to me!

because I’m visual… July 4, 2008

…..and out of words, here goes another “ode” to the days that will follow….

cap’ ou pas cap’? July 2, 2008

 

 

you’re gonna have to work for it….. July 1, 2008

“Patience now, frustration’s in the air
And people who dont care
Well its gonna get you down
And you’ll fall
Yes you will hit a wall
But get back up on your feet
And you’ll be stronger and smarter

And i know ’cause i’ve been there before
Knockin down the doors, won’t take no for an answer
And you’ll see cause if its ment to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dream……”